Be careful what you wish for

February 19, 2010 § Leave a comment

So, I got what I wanted. I’ve begun a 4-day weekend for which I had planned to do a lot. But as is usually the case, I wake up and feel so good about myself I think, “Why waste such a good day? You should just relax and do whatever you feel like doing – which is: Nothing.” I think I should pace myself, this is a long stretch after all. I’m just going to run with my feeling right now and grab something sinful from the fridge and watch TV. I promise to be a productive member of society at some point, just not right at this moment.


Friday, 10:30am

February 12, 2010 § 1 Comment

When your breakfast consists of enough food to feed a small Third World nation and beer, you know it’s going to be a good weekend 😉 Fuck Valentine’s. My Friday the 12th is looking so much better.

Weekend Happy Happy Joy Joy

January 28, 2010 § Leave a comment

I am admittedly a very sulky kid. This is my natural state. So days like today leave me disoriented and I have to keep checking my scalp to see if The Man hadn’t kidnapped me in my sleep, implanted a happy chip in my brain and erased all my memory. I have absolutely nothing planned for the weekend, have no friends coming to visit that I know of and have a completely empty fridge but I am happy – chirpy, even. I’m gonna run with this for now since the longer I’m like this, the longer the people of Earth can pretend they’re safe. So have a happy weekend everyone. I’m gonna enjoy every second of the 36 hours of mine 😉

Time Management

January 25, 2010 § Leave a comment

I’m sipping my coffee as I wait for my brain to wake up and I’m staring at Sylvia’s reading nook where lies a heap of the weekend’s laundry. I was supposed to use the last day of my 9 day break to finally organize my closet, but there it is, evidence of my superior ability to procrastinate, staring right back at me. It’s a simple matter really, fold then pile together clothes of similar use, i.e. for going out, for the office or for staying at home. Then further separate them by certain characteristics: collared, full sleeves, sleeveless. Then come the linens, separate pillowcases from quilt covers, then the towels, etc. I know exactly what to do and even just how long it would take me to do it. But sadly, as with most things in my life, just thinking about it already exhausts me. So me and my pile of laundry will just continue this staring contest until one of us (namely, me) finally gives in and does what’s necessary.

I’ve missed you . . . NOT

January 24, 2010 § 2 Comments

I don’t know when I became a hermit. I just know that I stopped accepting invitations to go out except from a very select few, stopped taking calls and take so long to reply to texts that the sender eventually loses interest. I’ve just spent 9 straight days cooped up in my house of Zen, maintaining contact with the outside world mostly only through Facebook Chat and Yahoo Mail. I’d like to say it has made me hungry for real, face-to-face human contact, but it hasn’t. It’s done the exact opposite. Each person is an alien life form that takes years of study to understand, and even then, maybe not fully. And to be honest, most of the time I just can’t be bothered. At some point, the people I do find interesting enough to explore further end up to be a disappointment. I’ve been extremely blessed to have a handful of people who’ve stayed in my periphery for so many years, just accepting that sometimes I need my hand to be held and at others I’ve got a Restraining Order for everyone tacked onto my door. Yeah, I have issues, but I’ve learned that so does everyone else. I at least know when to provide a service to humanity by just staying home, alone. So don’t take it personally when I’m distant. It’s not about you, it’s me.

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